Lately, I’ve been feeling angry. Really angry.
Not all the time, but some things set me off, and I can’t bring myself back down.
It’s been a while since I’ve felt this way. And I would usually be able to calm down after a bit.
But not of recent.
With all the stress at work, the lack of progress, and the overall feeling like I don’t have my life in order, things are becoming overwhelming at times, and the little emotional intelligence I have is failing.
At this point, there are two thoughts in my head:
- I admit that this is not working out and make my exit. I walk away feeling as though I couldn’t cut it, not to mention the loss of income.
- I stick with it and hope to overcome. I suffer greatly with the possibility that it never gets better and besides feeling worse, still end up choosing 1.
I’ve been going with 2 for a while. Perhaps it’s time to choose 1.