I’ve been in IT for over 20 years. Much of my career has been within the networking and security field.
As more time passes though, I want to do more. I think I’ve done enough here. While I don’t consider myself a master or anything, I want to expand my interests in other areas.
And it’s not that I’m bored. It’s that I think there’s so much to be explored that limiting myself is, well, limiting.
Sometimes I feel as though I still haven’t grown up to be who I am supposed to. As though I’m supposed to be doing something different.
This is why I devote so much time to self-exploration and learning. Still looking for that something that’s perhaps missing.
I’m not sure what that means though. I’ve seen people hop around from job to job never really settling and wondering if they just lack ambition. But then I feel like this and wonder the same thing about me.
I don’t know if there is something out there that I would be happier doing.
Perhaps what they say is right, is to love what you do. And I do, I just think if I was doing something else I might love it more.
Either way, my search continues.