That’s how I felt today.
You ever feel like you’re making small steps to improving your state, only to have some force push you all the way back to further than you started?
That’s how I feel right now.
These circumstances in isolation would not make feel so badly. But coupled with things not going so well in the first place makes me feel as though I am failing.
And failing badly.
I want so much to see the positives in my life. But it’s becoming harder and harder to do each day.
And I don’t think I can do it much more.
Give up.
Give up trying to build this business. Give up trying to do something new. And just go back to something safe. And do what’s right for my family.
That’s what should be important right now. Not this weird dream that I keep pursuing, hoping to somehow change the world. How am I going to change the world right now?
I keep telling myself, “This too shall pass.”
But I wonder when. And whether when that time comes, it’ll be too late to come back.